...:::LiFe SuCkS:::...

2004-10-30T20:44:00.000-07:00

Okay... enough is enough... I'm sick and tired of all this crap posts... So... If anyone poses as me and say things that i don't mean... i would definately close this would web cause i don't even have the time to post anymore replies... and everyone keeps asking me why never update... -.- w/e lorx... -.-" Btw... i don't anyhow ask pple to go out with me de... it isnt me at all... besides... he typed my name wrongly... my name got pattern de... =D hahax... and besides... i already got someone that i'm actually going after... so don't bother playing matchmaker... dumbass... -.-

2004-09-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Argh... so much things to do... so little time~! (-_-") how come Co can liddat one... why no one wanna come up with the speech... haix... aiya... nvm... sianx... gotta find pple to do that stupid speech... haix... pple still can end up crying over it? (-_-") haix... nvm la... chill... dun get too worked up... lolx... crap... so many things happening... have to write apology letter... have to write agenda... have to do so many things... (-_-") then still got... erm... find the 3 pple... sianx... anyway... today after co... benedict siao one... i ask him whether he can do the speech... he go ask me ask huifang and vera... then i nothing to say... then when i reach home... huifang send me sms say that i wanted to tell them about their skirts... wa lao... if you dunno then just shut up la... nobody actually told you that right? you dun anyhow conclude la... crapface... dun anyhow say lorx... (-_-") aiya... enough of the huifang talk... i starting to puke already... lolx... anyway... haix... sianx... dunno wad to write already... kkx la... i go do agenda liao... bb... [all those that ask me to link them] LINKED~! except for meixuan's one... sorry... can't remember your addy... [fat guy] lolx... thanks for those chocolates... :) [deb] which deb are you? rosyth or YA? [wallnipper] lolx... thanks... but i think you should study first... if not you retain... (-_-") lolx... good luck...

2004-09-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

haix... so sianx... school reopen... lolx... aiya... mr ng finally replied... he say he's quite happy with his new environment... and he doesn't plan on going back to MOE... guess he won't be coming back to zhss... sianx... gotta do the summaries already... byebye...

2004-09-08T17:33:00.000-07:00

These holidays are the worst i've ever been through man... no tme to play... all tuition and school... homework and studies... CRAP~ (-_-") anyway... dunno wad to write here... so just post replies... [gerald] not like you right... ******* lolx... if you know wad that refers to... thanks anyway... for tagging... [joanne] haha... just remember to sms or talk to me la :) [cz] thanks for taggin.... but you wan me to link... you never even leave your webby??? how to link? [dana] :) thanks...

2004-09-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

Haix... today so sian... nothing to do one... aiya... so sian... go for tuition come home that time... watch the i,robot... so nice... lolx... anyway... half way... couldn't help it... but then i smsed mr ng... ask him whether can come back zhss teach us... everything in our class is going siao... lolx... i think maybe if he didn't go... everything would be the way it was in sec 1... then he reply... i'm touched by your sms... but i do not have your number stored inside my phone... may i know who it is? walao... i (-_-")... nvm... then i tell him i desmond la... then he suddenly say he g2g... dammit... never even tell me his answer yet... anyway... today is just so sian... haix... [gerald] no one ask you to post there la... stupid ass... (-_-") [passer-by] plx remember to e-mail me or something~~

2004-09-01T03:27:00.000-07:00

Haha... was reading my mail... and then i came over this story... hope you guys have fun reading it...

Send it back to me, you will see why!!

Brittney loved basketball, Friends and parties too, And when it came to painting, That's all she wanted to do.

She painted everything she saw, Birds, flowers, and the sky, Some days she sat at her window, And painted everything that passed her by.

But lately she'd been feeling woozy, Her muscles ached a lot, And her parents got kind of worried, So they took her to the doc.

The doctor took a couple of tests, To see if everything was okay, Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness,And this is what she had to say;

"I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia," You've got about 3 months more." Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room, And slammed the office door.

She ran down the street screaming, And cried her eyes out dry, And stayed up all night, Wondering what it's like to die.

Her parents held her tightly, And said, "We love you," "We'll make your last few months the greatest," "We'll do anything for you."

So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida, to live by the sea,

Because Brittney loved the ocean, And when she died, that's where she wanted to be.

She spent her days painting, And horseback riding in by the bay,

But one day she met this guy, And his name was Jay.

They collected seashells together, And talked about all kinds of things, And then one day while walking, He handed her a ring.

It said, "I love you," Which brought tears to Brittney's eyes, And when he put it on her finger, She began to cry.

He asked her what was wrong, and she then replied, "I've got leukemia, and about a month more." He said," No matter what, I love you And no matter what, you are the one I adore."

So they spent everyday together, And swam in the Atlantic all day, But Brittney was getting weaker, And it was hard for her stay awake.

So one day Brittney painted her picture, And gave it to Jay,

She said, "I want you to remember me," "Even when I leave this place."

But one day while they were walking, And searching for seashells in the sand, Brittney collapsed and started to lose her breath,

And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand."

I love you more than anyone," You are my only true love," But now my time is up," And I'll watch over you from above,"

Then Brittney's body was lifeless,

As she lay in Jay's arms, And he sat there all day,

And kept her safe from harm.

I hope this teaches you a lesson.
To tell someone you love them whenever you can.

Because maybe they'll be gone tomorrow. And you won't be there to hold their hand.

Because love is everything to everybody. Without it, the world would be dead. So always tell someone you love them. A parent, boyfriend/girlfriend, or friend.

Send this to everyone you know, it makes a big difference even though you don't think so...Everyone deserves an "I love you."

Because there may be no one for that person to say it back to.

Send this to 6 people or more. If you get it back they love you too. If you don't send it, then you have no heart.

Haix... read finish liao... but never send... i'd rather put it in my blog... so that everyone can copy and paste... haha... easier... :D anyway... g2g... ciao...

2004-08-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

Well... i'm finally back to post a new post... can't actually use much of the computer nowadays since stupid tests are here... i think i got rusty on the keyboard... keep hitting in between the alphabets... anyway... its ben kinda long though... since i posted an entry... well... thanks to all that actually took the time to read my blog... anyway... alot of things happened throughout the time i didn't post any replies... and i can't actually remember most of them... anyway first things first... today... dance was weird... but at least not like that day during rehearsal liddat... everyone laughing... at least they got used to my 'UNIQUE' dance... lolx... :P haha... got quite alot of things la... so many pple cry cause of today... haix... so many quarrels... dunno wad to do... but too bad... i'm no longer devoted to council... haix... there's nothing in my life now... only her and co... haix... co... quite hard... got alot of things i have to do... think of it also can cry already... dammit... counting down 10 mins before my mom comes and chase me away... haix... today... wanna spend some time with her... also kanna suan like hell... haix... how come liddat de... i dun think that liking another person is a wrong thing... haix... nvm... it hurts me so much just to see her suffer... cause she can't forget that guy... even though i know i don't stand a chance... if she were to choose between me and him... but i know i'd do everything to make her happy... cause i know that sacrificing yourself for the person you really love is worth it... thats what i wanna do for her... but she keeps telling me not to... haix... nvm... drop the subject... can't stand it... so much problems... haix... i wanna sleep in the running car... i wanna die in my sleep... away from pain and suffering... haix... aiya... can't really think much... cause i'm too tired... today busy day sia... kkx... time for replies... [cherylnn] well... you still dunno alot of things thats going on in my mind... you still dun understand me at all... so dun say that until you actually know me... peace~ [boo] i can't stand you too... you suck even more than i do... you're a humji kia which is so scared that i'll coem after you if you leave your real name... go fag off la... [e6 councillor] remember to type your real name next time... [Ted] leave your html la... you wan me to link you... (-_-") [geen] haha... nice name... lolx... anyway... its not i dun wanna update... but i cannot use computer... anyway... i got no critism to shoot at pple... wait till i find some... haha... [stoopid] who're you? leave your name next time... so i will know who you are la... i not so clever... but not that dumb also... lolx... well... thats all man... haix... peace~ g2g...

2004-08-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

Well... enough of those ADC crap... anyway... i still dunno wad to say... but all i can tell you... i still think of you everyday... every moment... hoping that you're there for me... haix... but nvm... i just don't wanna you to get involved in my stuff... haix... okay... Today's Co practice is so damn nice... even though it was long... but it was worth it... i hope that everyone can keep their spirits up for the performance on saturday... don't let CO down... dont make a fool of it... not even yourself... haix... Nice work... Keep it up... there's still room for improvement though... i really hope you guys will improve and learn from the mistakes... ('',) Anyway... time to be critical... i just can't stand huifang... fold her skirt until like she so chio liddat... i also can fold my pants... like who cannot... lolx... anyway... stop acting cute... (-_-") sheesh... the sight of her really makes me wanna puke... lolx... anyway... you're not getting anywhere with all the backstabbing that you're doing... and all the rumours you're starting... you just keep your gap shut... lolx... hmm... have to save some for next time... anyway... CO IS THE ONLY THINK I LIVE FOR NOW~! please try your best to support it... and not disgrace it... i love you guys... and i'll always think of you... no matter what... i g2g do homework already... haix... oh... pple who care for me~ thanks... but care for yourself first... i'll remember you guys... even if i die right now... ('',) take care...

2004-08-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

Well... No one will ever know how sad i actually am right now... well... just to keep it short... not just my class is having the ADC thing... even the council... the thing that i actually lived for... the thing that kept me living... the thing that kept me happy... i just don't understand why... imagine staying alive for something... and in return... that thing gives you some crap like this... i just don't understand... not just my class... nor the council... even the whole school has ADC going on... and its not only sec 2s... its everybody... i dunno wad to do... but i think i have nothing else to live for anymore... nothing at all... haix... i dun wanna talk already... since everyone thinks i'm wrong... so be it... i have nothing else to say... i'm giving comments so that you guys can improve on wad you're doing... and in return... you don't do anything... and you start this ADC... wow... i'm so grateful to you... THANKS TO CHIN LUI~~ like its my fault... i tell you IC not just walk around... you have to usher parents to the hall... you still continue walking around... and doing nothing... you see councillors not reporting for duty when they're supposed to... you don't care... i thought you would take your own initiative to talk to them... ask them down for duty... you never... wow... nice IC... you're supposed to call the councillors the night before... instead... you never make it clear to them... you never even make clear that earlier on friday afternoon you're going tohave a meeting... i don't care whether you're gonna hate me more or not... but i hope you will improve... take more initiative... i have nothing else to say to you... if you still hate me... so be it... i can do nothing about it...

2004-08-15T00:31:00.000-07:00

hmm... been long seen i made a post... i guess today's post will be a very long one... recalling about the things that happened for the past few days... i don't get i though... i'm in a world of hatred... a place where pple hate each other... one way or another... but the most surprising thing is that they all hate me... lolx... okay... i've already got the ADC on my back... and now pple coming to me from the upper secondary and telling me that i'm 'sia lan'... (-_-") weirdo... lolx... aiya... can't remember the rest of the things that happened the past few days... only can remember yesterday's one... kkx... talk about it... it sucked so bad... got the streaming talk... then in the morning... i wake up damn early for C.O... bathing that time... suddenly cough... then cough out green phalgm (or how you spell it...) then mixed with that substance is deep red blood the amount equal to the size of the tip of my pinky... wth... so shocked... lolx... but its fun... cause i know i'm dying... and i want that to happen faster... cause even my friends hate me already... and i only live for my friends... the sooner the better... cause i already have nothing to live for... haix... anyway... back to yesterday... went to school for c.o already... practice was kinda fun... then after that... dun even have time to eat lunch... already have to go do duty for the streaming talk... dammit la... stupid mr pang... (-_-") anyway... that wasn't all... i don't even know how chin lui acts as a i/c... i/c not just walk around only you know... its to walk around and escort the parents up to the hall/auditorium... wad he doing? chatting with friends... looking for his own parents... and when he see pple slacking or not even reporting for duty... he don't even care... he say he going to call the pple on duty... but never even do it... too bad for him la... nvm... dun care that already... my parents come so early... then take my level position slip... their face change like hell... (-_-") haix... that one not all... after the talk... they talk to all the teachers and then keep asking about me... and the teachers... told my parents something i dunno... then i in council room playing game on the computer... suddenly... rachel came knocking the window and said my mother was outside waiting for me... (-_-") open the door liao... she suddenly so nice to me... not usual... then going home that time... they talk to me so nicely... then i (-_-")... not normal behaviour... haix... confirm something mr leong said to them... not sure... but then... today morning... i couldn't sleep... then wake up that time... my father... keep scolding me... cause i watching tv... wa lao... i don't even have time to watch tv on weekdays... then now you still don't let me enjoy some time watching tv? (-_-") nvm... that one not all... he keep scolding... i sit in front of the tv... he scold until the whole cartoon finish liao... nothing to watch... (-_-") haix... i'm already giving up on this life... the person i like don't even like me... my parents everyday also scold me... cause they say i never try my best in studies... haix... i really wanna die now... someone plx kill me... anyway... if i don't manage to get into express next year... i'm not gonna be alive anymore... haix... i just hope that you guys will have fun and take care if i'm no longer there for you guys... haix... g2g already... take care dudes...

2004-08-09T00:11:00.000-07:00

Omg man... i'm so screwed... wad's wrong with this diablo two man... everything is going wrong... and wad's wrong with my whole life man... everything is just so stupid... i hate this crap man... i hate life... this life sucks... sheesh... try to install diablo only... then sis computer got problem... reinstall already... still cannot play... this computer also the same... stupid one... crazy and going nuts man... i'm really so screwed... anyway... parents come home today... keep scolding me cause i never push out the clothes... never even scold my sister... everything my fault... they see me using the computer... not happy... all my fault la... (-_-") nvm... blame me all you want man... i'm not gonna care about this whole shit like anymore... it sucks anyway... go to hell man... i wanna die... and live in peace already... dam this life man... i hate you... haix... okay... luckily this computer can save liao... good thing diablo can work again... if not sure kanna scolding by my brother... haix... everything my fault la... i know i stupid but why everything is me? i know i get lousiest score in this family... i know i am stupid... i'm dumb... dammit... okay... i really wanna cry already... nvm man... dun care about me... i'm just gonna live with this crap over and over again in my whole life... so you guys... who is reading my blog... plx dun bother to care about me anymore... tnx...

2004-08-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

Well... i'm back from finishing my homework... i really hope that i can get to know her soon... i'm filled with sadness and agony... i hope that everything would be fine... every single day... i wake up thinking that it was a dream... hoping that it would be the way it used to be... happy... and nice... but i guess... reality... is reality... no one can change it... i really wanna cry... even though i wish to live on... i guess i have no reason to do so... i think things aren't going too well for me at all... i just hope all this suffering will end someday... all these sadness... agony... depression... i just keep thinking i'm the cause of everything... the cause of all problems... if there weren't me in this world... everyone would be much happier... won't they? i wanna die sleeping... i wanna die peaceful... and smiling... i wanna leave this world... since this world hates me so... [anti desmond clan] i hope that you guys will continue doing this... cause you guys are really doing a good job making my life really miserable... all the more reasons i have to leave this world... thanks everyone from this clan... great job... keep it up... i hope that... someday... in the near future... i would get to know her asap... haix... really thanks to all those who helped me... and everything... take care... if i'm not there for you guys anymore... haix...

2004-08-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

Haix... today my b'day... lolx... but even though it was nice... but everything was not what i though it would be... (-_-") pple buy me ring... too big... pple think i kiddo... buy me piglet... pple think i very small size... buy me small shirt... haix... nvm la... lolx... but i thank you guys for giving me presents... >HuGS< well... some pple just can't seem to complete wad they actually were requested to do... ask my friend help me ask her for e-mail... she say dhs pple don't do that... but nvm... i'll still find out with my own methods... i dunno why... pple keep dispising me... i dun understand... i think i'm gonna cry... lolx... i think that life is actually meaningless... if you guys understand wad i mean actually... nvm... if you guys don't understand... well... lets change the topic... jerome keep thinking that she dun like him anymore... and he keep thinking of whether to break up with her... why so stupid... haix... it hurts to see a good friend wanna break up with someone he/she loves wihtout any reason... haix... i'm so sad... i'm going crazy... haix... someday... i'm just gonna stop going to school already... thats when all my suffering actually end... haix... i guess today was the lousiest b'day i ever had in my whole life... i don't understand why the upper sec keep calling me short pants or wad... i dunno... but i think they think its fun... to call pple that... haix... i dun care about those... but i dun understand so much... and i don't intend of telling anyone about it... my life sucks... and i wish that i could end it right now... right here... haix... thanks to those that remembered my b'day... and don't worry for those who forgot about it... just remember to have fun in life... and take care always... g2g already... needa do homework... thanks again... i just hope that my life would end now... thanks for hating me... members of the anti-desmond clan, the sec 1s... you know who you are... thank you everyone... you've done a very good job...

2004-08-03T04:45:00.000-07:00

Haix... keep thinking about wad happened on sunday... so sad... but quite nice too... saturday saw someone from dunman high... Senior motivator... very chio... (-_-") too bad too many pple looking... if not confirm ask her for name... then won't have to go through so much trouble looking for her now... Haix... nvm... today so funny... dunno why i got so cranky... keep cracking jokes... then miss chan went to scold me... lolx... first time see her scold pple laughing... lolx... Well... today so weird... dunno how come so tyco can win the cheering competition with slipshot work... weird one... (-_-") lolx... haix... i dun kinda like the sec 1s... only some of them though... some of them... got some weird way of replying... (-_-") haix... nvm... don't talk about that liao... anyway... after the competition... wa lao... see huifang in our class... i dun care must chase her away... don't like the look of her at all... like our class already not cursed bad enough... (you know wad i mean) lolx... Anyway... today nothing interesting... lolx... gotta edit my messages and profiles already... BB~! OKAY~! THIS ROCKS... FOUND OUT HER NAME ALREADY~! but she's older than me... lolx... SO HAPPY~! haix... tml my b'day... dunno wad's going to happen... haix... something bad? or somethng good? haix... okay... gotta go eat wad my mother prepared for dinner already... WESTERN FOOD~! hope nothing goes wrong tml... and i'll stay happy... lolx...

2004-08-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

Haix... today was so sad... everything was so nice... and so touching... Morning wake up... went to see doctor cause eyes swollen... then got some conjuntivitis... or something... wadever you spell it... CONTAGIOUS one... dunno wad to do... but at least good one la... got mc... and then they gimme eye drops... Haix... its fine la... but then later... went to the airport to see the hongkongers back to hongkong... their last day as exchange students in singapore... When i went there... some of them already crying... then i met some of the other pple that came to zhss last time... on the day when the opening ceremony was held... haix... So sad... I also feel like crying... Janice couldn't stop... haix... stop already... but then still cry... haix... so sad... then we took a few photos... i think i had only one photo... lolx... but it was still worthwhile... to remember them... Then i told everyone that it was so sad... then everyone thought i was going to cry... then 4 hours from the time i first put the eye drops... i had to put again... then everyone though i was crying sia... lolx... but actually... i wanted to... just that i couldn't... haix... who can gimme their e-mails... plx gimme... i wanna contact them... wanna talk to them even though cannot see them... Haix... the whole thing ended so quickly... then i didn't know where to go... cause i thought it would end at about 6... lolx... from wad i heard from constance... anyway... in the end... i went to lan shop... play diabloII... then made 2 new friends... and also they help me rush like siao... so damn fast... but i think today... it was still a very sad and touching day la... even though i had so much fun... haix... i hope that this day would never end... or i could turn back time... to spend the happy days with everyone once again... to never forget the memories we had... but everything that has a beginning has an end... haix... g2g already... take care everyone...

2004-07-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Whoa... today was an exciting day at school... so many things happeneing at the same time... so exciting... got bad and weird things lah... duh... lolx... Well... First things first... Come to school... got duty... When reach inside class... first thing... open bottle and look inside... got one strong and damn smelly smell coming out from it... wa lao... damn digusting... lolx... Smells of garlic... Then i put at jerome nose... jerome almost puke... and then yan kit... suddenly say... QUICKLY CLOSE IT... I'M REALLY GONNA VOMIT... lolx... quickly close it... then ask around see who did it... then found out is that ANTI-DESMOND clan... lolx... funny name... But i was so angry... then i asked wilson... did you do it? then i suddenly heard... on my left ear... someone whisper so soft... surprisingly is jerome... say that he kanna beaten up by wilson earlier that morning... Then i tio pengs... really wanna fight liao... then see tie... MUST REN... But nvm larx... Kinda angry that they actually beat jerome up... So angry... (-_-") Anyway... after recess... i saw them taking out 4 metal rods... and one durain chopper... and i knew they were gonna use it on me... but i dun care larx... life doesn't mean anything to me anymore anyway... it sucks damn bad... everything also wrong... everything also my fault... lolx... Then later... i taunt wilson and company... too bad they too humji... don't dare do anything... too scared... no balls... lolx... then i receieve information that everyone betraying each other... jerome betraying gary and co... jerome betraying me... wilson betraying me... and stuff like that... then suddenly... very fan... irritated... But who cares la... let this thing go on as per normal... see wad i can do about it... then school end... jerome keep saying that tml will be a very exciting day again... cause alot of fights going to happen... lolx... sense of humour sia... Stay back actually wanna do the stupid banner... in the end metal rod kanna stuck up my butt by jerome... PAIN SIA... i try on you see whether you wan anot... lolx... then they keep bullying me... stupid jerome and px... but nvm la... lolx... then got chocolates... vanessa de... then everyone snatch... cause she suddeny say have to finish it by today... then everyone run after me cause they wanna the chocolates too... lolx... anyway... C.O practice was such fun... everything weny well... finish playing the song... SO NICE... go home... first thing check was handphone... see wad wilson had to say... he say gary says he's sorry for adding the additives in my water bottle... walao... you think i believe you arx... i already break your nametag and throw it inside the waterbottle liao... lolx... Anyway... we had a very long talk... then in the end... he started telling me that jerome was betraying us all the while... of course i don't believe them larx... but also dunno who to believe... then in the end... wilson said that jj and gary actually wanted to order mass number of pizzas and then deliver to my house... lolx... so farnie... wad a nice way of getting others into trouble... lolx... but in the end they settled with the additives thingy... i guess i don't think any of these long meaningful talks are getting us anywhere... so of course we stop la... then now come online write proposal to Mr lim... dunno whether will approve anot... (-_-") WE NEED TIME FOR RECESS PLX~! lolx... kinda regret being the i/c for this duty... everyone also not doing duty... ask them produce excuse letter... they never produce... lolx... but especially that HEE SIONG... (-_-") DUTY NEVER EVEN REPORT... since the start of the day the new duty list was posted... lolx... Tml gotta go for rehearsal for the campfire... dunno wad they're gonna do... so excited... then still got the campfire on saturday and the cross country... So nice... Birthday also coming... lolx... Well... g2g already... nice day today... so farnie... so exciting... and so exhilarating... hope someday they actually use the chopper on me to kill me... i really wanna die plx... Tnx in advance if you're gonna use it... Tnx alot... :)

2004-07-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hmm... dunno wad to say... now watching smallville... the gal just vapourised the stupid car... lolx... Last episode... Lets think... Tml got geography test... i now still writing blog... and watching tv... never even study at all... later must find someone to send me the notes... lolx... Anyway... i just can't forget her... however hard i try... dammit... PLX LET ME FORGET HER... (-_-") Nvm... who cares... The mass dance so funny one... can't keep dancing... Can't believe HUIFANG actually wanted to learn the dance... its too bad no one wanted to teach her... no one even likes her... lolx... and i can't believe she's in the committee of the national day celebration... dunno what she will do... act cute? wa lao... grow up... if anyone's gonna be your friend~ they're actually taking pity on you... think again if you actually think that you can get some friends... lolx... Bah... dun talk about her already... wanna puke liao... anyway... eye so pain and itchy... Dunno wad's wrong... how i wish to leave this world of suffering... have nothing practically to live on for... (-_-") aiya... can't think of wad to write already... gotta go study for geog test anyway... Ciao~

2004-07-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm... the weekend is finally here... end to all my work and end to all my planning for racial harmony... the day didn't go well though... no one was cheering or even enjoying anything... the sec 4 were like... 'huh? wad's going on???' Well... i guess cause maybe the planning time given was too short... or maybe cause the other members didn't work together... Or maybe i was in the wrong... i dunno... but definately... there's room for improvement... I hope next year would be different... more duration and time for planning... and to get all the materials... Bah... who cares about Rh anymore... i don't... Anyway... today was a nice day... except the part where GORGEOUS justin from 2E2 insulted me... Well... its too bad for him i can hold out this long... once he makes me pissed... he's really dead~ MWAHAHAHA~~ some fine day his ass is gonna get kicked by me... Anyway... to the part where we were teaching the sec 1s the mass dance for teachers day and open house~~ So shocked when no boys turned up... and then all gals... So weird... i think that gys can dance... but too shy only... lolx... anyway... i wanted to join the others in teaching them how to dance... but i got too angry when someone called me 'Chi go bea' (or however you spell it... but it means some old pervert or something) wad the heck... just because i catch her for ankle-length socks and she called me that... Wa lao... feel like punching someone... MUST REN~! (-_-") nvm that... i sat down on the chair in the student centre and then see them dance... so farnie... some gals got some weird look on their face... some got such confidence... But in the end... they learnt very fast... dunno how come... (-_-") (no face already) kkx... already very late lerx... wanna sleep... lolx...

2004-07-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Okay... Lets talk about yesterday first... *190704*... First thing go to school only... WA LAO~! Marcus never bring the long pants... But heng sia... got chaplin... lolx... Happy happy... walk to class go test out the long pants see whether can wear... then in the end... kinda big... but who cares..? Only one day nia... So ren la... Looking forward to actually wearing a blazer cause the hongkong pple coming to our school for welcome ceremony la... SO EXCITED~! Okay... Flag raising... so happy i finally got a long pants... Everyone calling my short pants... wa lao... keep makking fun of me... (-_-") Okay... back to topic... After flag raising... Everyone run to amphitheatre... for final briefing... then suddenly... li jian say no more wearing of blazer cause the other 2 short pants pple NEVER MAKE AN EFFORT TO BUY OR BORROW~?!... dammit... wanna cry sia... looking so forward to all this things... and suddenly canceled... Well... thats not it... I was so angry i wanted to punch them right in the face... that morning still got time to joke about... and laugh about tampons? wa lao... GROW UP LA... buggers... And also... li jian gave only some councillors who had to usher the principals and the super-intendants to the auditorium... Wa lao... so jealous... haix... nvm about that... Standing outside the G.O waiting for the pple to come... i was so angry that i couldn't even smile... then li jian said he got bad impression of me say if i dun get things my way i would be unhappy... but thats not it lorx... it isn't my fault... not his fault... THE OTHER SHORT PANTS FAULT... wa lao... but nvm... i ren dao cannot ren liao... tear drop... dammit... lolx... but i think no one saw... good thing... Anyway... after the pple came... i just felt so relieved... dunno why also... cause everything was just so tensed... and then got a lot of pressure... say wad have to stand straight... cannot slouch if not dun look confident... blah blah... okay all those crap finish liao... Then saw so many gals... lolx.... but then all different school one la... too bad... lolx... Okay... that was basically wad happened that i can never forget and never forgive those pple yesterday la... kkx... talk about today... *200704* Today nothing fun... but got alot of stress... another day to RH day... and we haven't finish alot of things... was so damn angry that the Emcees never report on time... supposed to have a rehearsal... and then... in the end... mr wong changed everything... then no more.... yay... lolx... no more cat-walk too... no more everything... everything changed... finally everything seems to be finished... but tml... i bet with you 1 million dollars... that confirm got alot of problems... (-_-") haix... i just hope for the best for everything to work out fine... Plx make this a good day tml... I beg you... lolx... hope to see everyone wearing costumes... and everything... everything must go successfully... or i will cry over Rh day again... dammit... well... i g2g already... gotta continue planning for tml... got alot of things to do... (-_-")

2004-07-10T20:55:00.000-07:00

Okay... Finally got this thing done... Thanks to shuhan and cherlynn and of course constance~ Thanks alot~